I'm a mess when it comes to decision making involving my life. Seriously... why do I have to make decision abt uncertain things?? Hadoilaaa... kalau decision regarding financial... it's okay sebab I could base on some data to back it up. But when it comes to my life... adoilaaa.. nk base on apa ker??

I hate this.. Mata dh super duper mengantuk.. but my brain doesn't seem like she want to have a rest. Badan dh super duper penat nie. T_T

Kalaulaa at this very moment prince charles masuk meminang I.. I could easily say yes.. Then all my problems solve.. hahaha.. *jokes*. Naa.. that would just means I'm running away.

Nak tido.. Nak tido...

This must had been one of the most hectic week I've ever experienced in my life...

Monday :- Nothing much... except that I had my first ACCA exams in the evening. It was.... hmpphh.. Let me put this way.. "I was hoping for an excellent result before, but now.. all I'm asking for is PASS". *praying hard*

Tuesday :- Pretty normal.. except that I had to cut down my library time.. Got to sent Danial to his squash tournament at ASTAKA. Ohh.. n Dalilah received the official letter from MARA for an offer to pursue her studies at the new MRSM Baling, Kedah. She was definitely over the clouds when she received it.

Wednesday :- I received a birthday cake order early in the morning. Alhamdulillah.. Went out to BWY, Puchong to buy some 'assets'. Need to go to Klinik Kesihatan Kelana Jaya as well, to enquire and book an appointment for Nur Dalilah's medical check up.Halfway through.. to be exact on our way back frm BWY, received a call frm my mom.. 'suruh balik rumah skrg jugak'. It appears that, a distant relatives of mine passed away in a car accident. *innalillah* So, the whole plan changed. Need to pick up ayah frm LRT Kelana Jaya, then br prg the clinic n then baru they will go n visit. Sounds perfect... n it wasn't even peak hour yet. So I assume there will be no traffic... apparently, I am wrong. Gila ahhh the traffic. 1 hour okay from Kelana Jaya to Subang Jaya... itu pun Diana dh jd 'Michael Schumacher' dah whenever I can...

Thursday :- Need to bake the cakes n cupcakes. Ada delivery to Subang Alam malam ni. The problem is the theme of the cupcake is "Good To C U" to be given to the male boss. Gosh... I was clueless. One whole day duk pk nk buat apa laa nie~ I really hope Kak Marina likes it. Ibu need to pick up my grandma frm my mak long hse in Bukit Bandaraya, Shah Alam. They came back around 2. Ohhh.. I've bake the cake in the meantime n suddenly cake tuhh x jd.. n I dunno why~ Nvm still got time.. boleh bersabar lagi. Suddenly Danial was saying dia sakit perut n keep on screaming. When we fed him with water he says it's painful. We got panic.. bawak dia prg klinik kt depan rumah nie.. n then Dr bg referral letter to go to the hospital sebab dia suspect 'appendics'. Ohhhkayy~

Now, I'm getting nervous. Ibu suruh tinggal rumah.. to complete the baking n all.. They went to DEMC in the first place. Tp DEMC reject bcoz apparently the hospital is FULL !!!!!!!!! N I don't know why.. instead of SDMC or SMC.. my mom drove all the way to UH @ PPUM. So he went to EMERGENCY... n guess what??? Smp sana dlm kul 3.30 like dat... kul 5 pun belum jumpa doctor lg.. n then buat test segala.. kena tunggu 3 jam b4 dpt result. N finally... by 11 p.m. like dat Danial confirm appendics n kena operate esok pg. I was like o_O.. Kalau laa appendics tue pecah.. x ker giler?? So ayah balik frm hospital, we packed several stuff for both Danial n Ibu. Waktu tu pun Danial x dpt ward lg.. sebab bed FULL n dia kena tido kt emergency room. Huisy.. ramainyer yer orang sakit sekarang nie.

Btw, I deliver the cake with my lil sis that nite. Nasib baik x sesat~

Friday :- My day starts as early as 5.15 in the morning. Kena kejut Dalilah bgn sahur utk ganti puasa dia before off she went to MRSM. Then sent Dinie to the bus stop. Buat kek... n then kul 8.00 prg SMKSJ to request for an official letter stating that Danial is indeed a student of the school. For what purpose.. I have no idea. Ibu suruh amik.. pergi jerla~ Waktu prg, kek dalam oven, bila balik..... MY CAKE X JD JUGAK !!!!!!!!!!!! *waktu nie dh rasa nk nangis sgt2*. Dah start nk gelabah.. sebab cake nie nk kena deliver mlm nie. Kena think of another plan. For sure, x boleh guna dah resipi nie. In the meantime, deco cupcake yg another order dulu... Received a call frm ibu, cakap Danial dh nk masuk OT dah. Ayah pun nk gerak prg hsptl dah.. Siap jer deco cuppies tuhh.. Diana pecut prg putra heights sebab nk amik EI n then terus prg Giant putra heights utk beli necessary stuff nk buat another set of cake. Kepala otak mmg serabut. Bawak kereta toksah ckpla.. pecut giler2. By 12 dh smp rumah balik. Call ayah... n ayah ckp Danial dh klua dh n dh masuk ward dh. Esok discharge. Then only I tell the news to my grandma. Bake the new set of cake.. n now dalam oven. Alhamdulillah.. looks okay to me rite now. Tapi Diana x sempat dh nk buat roses guna icing tuhh. Beli jer gum paste roses. Ohhh~ I still haven't revise enough for my next 2 paper nie. *cuak tp redha jerla*. So that's why guna all instant jer skrg~

Saturday n Sunday x tau lg camner rupanyer~ Please no more drama.. Dah penat dah~ Diana nak study quietly jer now~ Tp byk lg x settle nie. Dalilah punyer stuff to asrama pun x beli lg~

But overall, mcm sedikit kagum dgn diri sndr. Diana bangun pg kul 5.15 tuhh~ Usually 6.30 kot for subuh prayer. Well considering the fact that I slept at 2 a.m. n bgn kul 5 a.m. that is something to me. So Diana, see it's nt that you cannot do it.. it's just that you don't want to.

title yang sgt poyo... tapi kinda true.

well i'm planning to start my own bakery business. sekarang duk browse through the ideas from other bakers. serious semua sgt lovely.

this coming new year i have one fondant cupcake order and i'm seriously clueless for the kinda design i shud give. sebab tuela duk browse through blog semua org kot2 dpt sumber ilham. *sigh*

Roughly I do have the idea... tp tkt nnt org ckp saya tiru design diorg plak. Aduyai.. camner nie. x per ker erk kalau macam copy paste sana sket dulu nnt dah lama2 br blh dpt sumber ilham sndr kot kan.. huhu~

boleyh ker erk?

~takottt~

I have so many things that I wanna talk about..
BUT.. I dunno where or how to start..
I have so much thoughts in my mind rite now..
BUT.. pretty limited time too..
I'll make time for it.. I promise..

I guess one of my entry title had cause a bit of misunderstanding laa..

The one abt the cerekarama I watched at youtube.com... I was curious upon a visit from sumone in Bandung, Jawa Barat, Indonesia who stumbled upon my blog by googling through the search engine over there. So I clicked on the link and.. ooOppS.. I saw sth that I should have not seen.

Aduhai... kok mengapa sih bisa jadi begini ya? Emangnya gue enggak bermaksud begitu.

*peneng*peneng* o_O

Aisy... sangat2 geram yer saya di waktu ini. Hendak sahaja rasanya dicampak telefon bimbit itu ke dinding. Mungkin lebih senang jika tidak memilikinya. Haih.. mana x geram !!! Entah mamat bangla ker india ker pakistan ker afghanistan ker mana ker yang tiba2 jd stalker x hengat nie. Dhla miss call dekat seploh kali sehari.. kadang2 tengah2 malam plak tue call.

Worst thing is... he is nt the only one. Dah few times jugak and dh few numbers jugak.

Saya malas nk layan dh pkck2 giler nie.. maka akhirnya saya membuat keputusan untuk terus menukar number phone saya. Senang~

Cuma skrg nie tgh peneng... nk stick to celcom or nk amik maxis?? or nk try digi. Celcom.. konon2 nk jd loyal customer laa.. kunun2 nya laa. Maxis sebab mcm ramai jer umat manusia i.e. rakan2 saya yg menggunakan line ini. Digi sebab saya x pernah try lagi.. maka seperti terasa ingin mencuba sesuatu yang baru. Almaklumla.. kata orang x kenal maka x cinta. Beside kalau dah cuba.. baru blh make a wiser decision later on kan.. sebab dh ada experience guna all the service provider and macam sedikit adventure gitu to try sth new.

Tapi.. serious saya sgt hangen satu badan nie.. Eeeeeee... Hamlau manala yg letak number phone saya nie merata-rata !!!

colour of the day:- merah laa kot.. sebab tgh marah nie !!!

Last weekend I was fortunate enough to witness an engagement of my secondary school friend and followed by a wedding of my cousin on the next day. I am happy for them.. but deep down I felt jealous (maybe??) and sad (T_T)...

This shouldn't happened. I should not felt sad. Initially I kinda hesitate to go to the wedding. Don't get me wrong.. I love wedding. Every single bit of it. I love wedding preparation so much to the extend that I dream of preparing my own wedding from scratch. Honestly, I kinda want to DIY everything.. but I know that's pretty impossible.:silly:

Now.. my dream wedding is nt the main topic here.. the main thing is that I'm having a swing feeling because of this occassion. Haih.. boleh x kalau saya nak buat statement.." I will get married to whoever yang masuk meminang first?? " ... S.U.M.P.A.H saya akan kena cepuk dengan parents saya if they knew abt this type of decision making.. hikhikhik. Wahai hati, kenapa nak kena sedih?? kenapa nk kena cemburu?? U perfectly know ur situation rite now kan?? Masalah betulla budak yang bernama Nur Diana nie kan??

Why is this happening? Kenapa saya kena go through all this roller coaster emotion? And why can't people around me stop asking the question jugak?? Can't blame them can I?? To make the matter even worse, every single day without fail I would browse through the bride to be's blog.. Lagila saya cemburu bukan. Ada ke patut.. saya cemburu dengan masjid yang akan didirikan oleh umat Muhammad yang lain. Patutnya saya bergembira untuk mereka dan mendoakan yang terbaik buat mereka bukan??

I know.. I know.. I am so hard to understand. Ohh.. pardon me for being one. But this is my journey of being myself. Wutever that happen now, is sth that will shape me for a better me in the future. [Apa yang saya merepek skrg nie??]

Ok.. I should stop now when my words still make sense though. Daa..

Salam..

Ini merupakan catatan pertama untuk blog ini. Saja beralih arah, bertukar selera kepada blogspot. Xanga?? Ada jer lagi... I won't delete my Xanga. Jatuh bangun saya selama ini.. Xanga tuelah yang jadi saksinya. Masih dan akan constantly updated Insya'Allah.. [chewaahhh cik diana cakap mcm ada org baca jer blog nieh kan.. :p]

Apa yang pasti, blogspot akan menjadi tempat bermulanya suatu permulaan yang baru untuk diri ini. Ia adalah pengakhiran untuk sesuatu.. dan pastinya juga suatu yang perit. Terlalu perit. Kena sunguh dgn nama blog nie kan.. " the colours of my life" [confirm laa blog nie pernuh dgn warna warni]

30.05.2009 = the start of sth new..

Moga perjalanan hidup ini yang dirasakan masih jauh Insya'Allah dipermudahkanNya.