...but all she can do is to spill out everything in her blog o_O
I promised myself before that I will try nt to write any sappy + mushy2 + teary entries in this blog. But I guess...it all goes to the drain now.
Hahahaha.. intro gaya2 macam entri nie akan menyebabkan sesiapa sahaja yang baca berlinangan air mata jer. (ciknurdiana yg poyo :P)
But it's true though.. that's what I'm feeling rite now. Saya rasa seperti ada perkara yang saya ingin luahkan.. tapi saya x tahu saya nk luahkan pada siapa. Nt that I dun have any good friends.. I have superb friends around me insya'Allah. It's just ME!!! The problem is me rite now. I can't seem to bother them with the thought that I'm having currently. Rasa macam x smp hati nk cerita kat org len masalah sendiri when I know they have plenty in their heads at the moment. Well.. I perfectly know they are more than willing to listen to every words I'm gonna say but like I said it's just ME !!. Tatkala saya ingin cuba menceritakan apa yang ada dalam hati saya.. there will be this some kind of whispering in my head yg akan cakap.."ala Diana, masalah awak remeh temeh jer ni..". Acapkali bila ditanya, saya akan mengatakan.. "xdela.. xde apa2 pun". I know.. no one can help me unless I help myself first. :sigh:
Saya tahu x elok bottle-up all the problems that I'm having currently..but I guess I need helps..I need all the helps that I could get actually for sumone to actually pull the bottle cap. I sound so pathetic rite now.. BUT nak buat camner mmg saya sgt pathetic pun sekarang ni. I seriously felt like crying now.. tapi the tears mcm reluctant nk klua. It's so MISERABLE you know to be in this emotional state.
PMS-ing ker nie? I dun think so !!
Betulla when my friend said that I am actually the most complicated gurl ever exist. Saya x nk ckp.. n I expect people to understand. *hahahaha* Bukan saya x nak cakap.. tapi saya malu nak cakap >.<
Colour of the day: Grey maybe??
I promised myself before that I will try nt to write any sappy + mushy2 + teary entries in this blog. But I guess...it all goes to the drain now.
Hahahaha.. intro gaya2 macam entri nie akan menyebabkan sesiapa sahaja yang baca berlinangan air mata jer. (ciknurdiana yg poyo :P)
But it's true though.. that's what I'm feeling rite now. Saya rasa seperti ada perkara yang saya ingin luahkan.. tapi saya x tahu saya nk luahkan pada siapa. Nt that I dun have any good friends.. I have superb friends around me insya'Allah. It's just ME!!! The problem is me rite now. I can't seem to bother them with the thought that I'm having currently. Rasa macam x smp hati nk cerita kat org len masalah sendiri when I know they have plenty in their heads at the moment. Well.. I perfectly know they are more than willing to listen to every words I'm gonna say but like I said it's just ME !!. Tatkala saya ingin cuba menceritakan apa yang ada dalam hati saya.. there will be this some kind of whispering in my head yg akan cakap.."ala Diana, masalah awak remeh temeh jer ni..". Acapkali bila ditanya, saya akan mengatakan.. "xdela.. xde apa2 pun". I know.. no one can help me unless I help myself first. :sigh:
Saya tahu x elok bottle-up all the problems that I'm having currently..but I guess I need helps..I need all the helps that I could get actually for sumone to actually pull the bottle cap. I sound so pathetic rite now.. BUT nak buat camner mmg saya sgt pathetic pun sekarang ni. I seriously felt like crying now.. tapi the tears mcm reluctant nk klua. It's so MISERABLE you know to be in this emotional state.
PMS-ing ker nie? I dun think so !!
Betulla when my friend said that I am actually the most complicated gurl ever exist. Saya x nk ckp.. n I expect people to understand. *hahahaha* Bukan saya x nak cakap.. tapi saya malu nak cakap >.<
Colour of the day: Grey maybe??
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