how am i suppose to know that I am making the right decision?

of course laa saya x kn tahu kan?? it's obvious isn't it.. selagi u haven't experienced it.. u won't know.

to be honest.. saya sangat takut dgn keputusan yang saya dh buat. quite a rush decision. but based on past experience... kalau ikut cakap ibu n ayah insya'allah everything will turn out fine.. makanyer, pasrah dan bertawakkal sahajalah.

i guess i need my schoolbag once again~ ^_^

title yang sgt poyo... tapi kinda true.

well i'm planning to start my own bakery business. sekarang duk browse through the ideas from other bakers. serious semua sgt lovely.

this coming new year i have one fondant cupcake order and i'm seriously clueless for the kinda design i shud give. sebab tuela duk browse through blog semua org kot2 dpt sumber ilham. *sigh*

Roughly I do have the idea... tp tkt nnt org ckp saya tiru design diorg plak. Aduyai.. camner nie. x per ker erk kalau macam copy paste sana sket dulu nnt dah lama2 br blh dpt sumber ilham sndr kot kan.. huhu~

boleyh ker erk?

~takottt~

baru bekerja sebulan setengah... tue pun part time jer. tp xdela part time mana... sibuk mengalahkan org kerja office hour jer rasanya.

dahla begitu.. tiba2 laptop bercadang hendak bermanja-manja kembali.. bila laptop sudah selesai bermanja.. wireless detector dan internet rumah pula bercadang hendak menyambung proses bermanja. Allahu akbar. Mujurlah saya sendiri mmg x berkesempatan untuk online langsung2. bila weekend jer.. yg penting hanya rasa seperti hendak merehatkan badan. sungguh.. bekerja di kedai kek nie sangat2 penat yer. tak senang yer hendak men'deco' dan membuat kek ini. Rehat ker? xdela jugak.. macam banyak jer undangan perkahwinan yang perlu dipenuhi. Ada saja aktiviti2 yang perlu diselesaikan.

Bukan hendak merungut.. cuma terkadang.. terasa sedikit sepi + ralat. Makanan untuk badan tak pernah lupa.. tapi makanan untuk hati macam dilupakan. Lama sangat rasanya since the last day saya mendengar ceramah agama. Yer, memanglah boleh dengar through radio.. tapi lain rasanya. Usrah pun dah lama tinggal.. *sigh*

Mana nak cari yer?? Bukan x nak join.. tapi kerja saya x sama seperti pekerjaan orang lain. Kalau time banyak order.. jangan harap nak boleh balik awal. Kalau boleh mmg sgt2 nak join usrah.. tapi nanti kalau x dpt bg commitment...lg rasa sedeyh + bersalah. Makanya... dengar sahajalah ceramah di radio I.K.I.M ^_^.

Sabar yer Diana... Insya'allah behind a cloud there will always be a silver lining.

Well.. Obviously I didn't earn as much as my friend for the time being..BUT the most important thing is dat I'm totally in love with what I'm doing rite now. Sangat heaven okay... all I have to worry abt is whether my cake will turns out good or bad; what design shud I make on the cuppies and that's abt it.

Saya sudah jatuh chenta dgn kerja ini.. *love*

On top of that I acquire new skills.. something that I thought I would never do in my entire life. Thanks to my mom for finding this part time job for me *yes !! my MOM*. Who knows this might come in handy sumtime in future huh.. [ no PETRONAS, I won't lupakan u]

N this is my employer

Sile..sile order cake or cuppies from here.. ^_^

p/s:- PETRONAS dearie.. please call me fast before I lupakan all the accounting terms yg I dh blaja for the past 5 years. Nanti x pasal2 asyik ingat how to do rosette, shells, fondant n etc.. *hik3~*

This entry is solely dedicated to a good friend of mine. Aja Aja Adrianis Adnan.. Chaiyokk Anis !!!

Good Luck.. All the best Anis.. Anis boleh !!! Go!! Go!! Go!!..

I will always pray for our success.

Usaha keras ini adalah sunnah Rasulullah, Tawakkal itu pula jiwa baginda..

Bittaufiq wan najah Nur Adrianis Adnan..

p/s:- i know u'll read this.. good luck !!

hugs and kisses all the way from subang jaya

I do have allergies on food prepared by others...

Last weekend, on Saturday I had to attend the wedding of the son of my dad's frenz.. Obviously, we went to the wedding. The food was okay... but the drinks. I guess they didn't used filtered water for the ice cube.. well can't blame them can I?? Org lain elok jer, saya yang terlajak manja. Sekali malam tue terus kami 3 beradik demam okay.. Knowing me.. kalau dh demam harusla lambat nak baik. Dah naik cuak okay.. sebab esok tue nk bwat open hse kt rumah plak. Satu hape pun x prepare lg nie..

Malam tue, my mum insist for me to sleep early so that I will have a good rest. So after taking some medication terus laa tidur and bangun dlm kategori xdela awal sgt.. around 6.40 like that. Bangun2 jer terusla bersilat kat dapur utk buat kerja semua tue.. yerla satu apa pun x prepare okay~

Since Ahad tue sgt hectic kan, mlm tue terus flat and on Monday morning tue rasa badan x sedap balik. Sakit tekak yang melampau horror and badan kejap panas, kejap sejuk camtue. As usual, refuse to go to the clinic. Doctor is my enemy remember... :P All I did was rest at home.

Come Tuesday, I got a terrible headache. *well particularly due to the shocking news I received the night before* And body temperature xdela okay sangat.. tp xdela panas sgt mcm few days before. Dah petang tue mmg alhamdulillah, dah sihat sket.. and since later on saya dh ada date dgn one of my sayangss might as well go on jer kan. So off I went for dinner at one of the restaurant in Subang Jaya. I ordered nasi goreng kampung with teh suam. The food was so-so jerla xdela giler sedap camtue. Tapi okayy~

Sekali malam tue sakit perut giler2 okay. Pagi tue continue ke toilet x tau berapa kali kot and smp skrg perut masih senak2. Harus kena perli dgn my mom okay pasal makan kt luar. I shud learnt my lesson laa.

Nak kata saya berlagak diva pun boleh gak laa kot sebab mmg macam mengada sungguh tue. *geramm*

Alhamdulillah..

Sungguh saya sangat2 bersyukur sebab Petronas still x panggil saya untuk kerja lagi. Mmg betul macam yang ibu cakap.. 'Allah dah rancang semuanya sempurna untuk awak'. *degil betul Diana*

If offer tue datang sekarang.. which mean I would be in Permata for PIPE rite now kan??.. I seriously dun think I could handle all this together. Sungguh, ujian kali ini bukan seperti biasa... when I thought I've had the most difficult ever with my final sem + graduation thingy, this appears to be wayyyyy difficult. SERIOUSLY !!

Sungguh saya betul2 bersyukur dengan takdir yang telah Allah tentukan ini. I seriously couldn't ask for more. All I've got to do now.. brace myself and face wutever that is in front of me. Allah tahu saya boleh go through all this kan.. He definitely knows me better than I know myself.

Ya Allah aku mohon sangat2 padaMu kurniakan aku kekuatan untuk aku hadapi semua ini Ya Allah..