I'm a mess when it comes to decision making involving my life. Seriously... why do I have to make decision abt uncertain things?? Hadoilaaa... kalau decision regarding financial... it's okay sebab I could base on some data to back it up. But when it comes to my life... adoilaaa.. nk base on apa ker??
I hate this.. Mata dh super duper mengantuk.. but my brain doesn't seem like she want to have a rest. Badan dh super duper penat nie. T_T
Kalaulaa at this very moment prince charles masuk meminang I.. I could easily say yes.. Then all my problems solve.. hahaha.. *jokes*. Naa.. that would just means I'm running away.
Nak tido.. Nak tido...
hepi... suker... seronok.. bahagia.. ^_^
hikhikhik...
Well, currently I'm doing my ACCA papers. For this coming exam, insya'Allah I'll be sitting for 3 paper (F5, F6, & F7). Honestly... I'm absolutely in love with my course rite now. I'm a part time student... thus, all my classes are held in the evening till nite and on weekends. Penat, mmg penat... tapi sumhow I just love learning it. *mcm x percaya jer Diana ckp camnie*
I hope my love for this 3 papers won't fade away with time. I enjoy going to the class, I enjoy learning it and I enjoy doing homework. In my opinion.. lg seronok drpd buat degree dulu~. Saya suka laa this 3 paper. I do hope I can score this 3 paper. Well, actually kalau boleh nak jugak rasa dpt world price maybe..*silently pray*. Nothing impossible kan?? ^_^
Menyesal ker buat degree?? Hurmm... nmpk mcm waste time kan? But I don't see it that way... it's the best path for me. Byk yg saya belajar masa buat degree. Saya kenal diri saya dgn lebih mendalam.. *yer ker??* Kalau saya x buat degree, saya x kn jumpa rakan2 saya yg hebat2 mcm skrg, saya xkn berjaya gather all the experiences mcm yg saya ada skrg nie kan. Nvm, kita merancang Dia yang menentukan n HE definitely knows what is best for me. Maka... saya perlu lah bersabar dn bertawakkal sahaja dgn takdir yang telah dia tetapkan.
how am i suppose to know that I am making the right decision?
of course laa saya x kn tahu kan?? it's obvious isn't it.. selagi u haven't experienced it.. u won't know.
to be honest.. saya sangat takut dgn keputusan yang saya dh buat. quite a rush decision. but based on past experience... kalau ikut cakap ibu n ayah insya'allah everything will turn out fine.. makanyer, pasrah dan bertawakkal sahajalah.
i guess i need my schoolbag once again~ ^_^
Well.. Obviously I didn't earn as much as my friend for the time being..BUT the most important thing is dat I'm totally in love with what I'm doing rite now. Sangat heaven okay... all I have to worry abt is whether my cake will turns out good or bad; what design shud I make on the cuppies and that's abt it.
Saya sudah jatuh chenta dgn kerja ini.. *love*
On top of that I acquire new skills.. something that I thought I would never do in my entire life. Thanks to my mom for finding this part time job for me *yes !! my MOM*. Who knows this might come in handy sumtime in future huh.. [ no PETRONAS, I won't lupakan u]
N this is my
employerSile..sile order cake or cuppies from here.. ^_^
p/s:- PETRONAS dearie.. please call me fast before I lupakan all the accounting terms yg I dh blaja for the past 5 years. Nanti x pasal2 asyik ingat how to do rosette, shells, fondant n etc.. *hik3~*